I fear we have been outnumbered, there are tons of feminists and there is always one lurking nearby. All of the hysteria and lies they spread impact me and many of us a lot. Though one MRA can dismantle a dozen feminist's feelings with facts, I find it exhausting to repeat them. I hate remembering every study, articles or government offical quotes to back everything up. All the negativity from them has changed me. I have been to obsessed with debunking them, that I have trouble with being with my fianceé, we rarely talk cause of this issue. I also develop a brain Tumour around my substantia nigra, which gave me parkinson's disease, I'd like to point my finger at stress, but I've tolerated so much of it, It's hard to feel human. Also cause of it, my ankylosing spondylitis is more painful.

All of this, for being a pariah for supporting men and going against an unethical label. In my department in the hospital, I was visited from HR, they said some of the feminists working near me complained about my beliefs and debates I have both inside and outside the hospital. I was told to reduce my voice and beliefs otherwise the complaints will pile over my career.

I fear for people being blind to reality, with all the opposition not in reality, they deny the facts, which makes me more scared for myself and others. They are cancer, one becomes delusional and violent, and others join in with this movement. They out numbered us dramatically, and I fear they will harm men more than they already have. I fear for not being to speak up. And my gender becoming thin air.

I do not know if this post is bad, cringe, stupid or makes me a wuss. But I am in fear cause I am a man, and I support my fellow brothers. I fear I'll loose my fianceé, career, health and reputation all cause of that. I fear I might surrender.

I am just wondering, do any of you fellow MRAs feel this? Or am I going delirious?