The girl is straight up 10 by the looks and the social proof with her is crazy, all the people are like holy shit dude. Thats why I started seeing her in public. While red flags are debatable she doesnt really have a single big one, few small ones here and there,might be selective perception also, not sure, im kinda lost. But still she seems to be very spoiled and I dont think this can work and also I am quite sure that with my age and looks I should be having bunch of plates and not going into this shit.

The problem is lately Ive been becoming kinda obssesed with her, Im becoming needy, and I have urge to control her and all that is making me harder to keep my frame and pass the shittests and actually hide this neediness, and have self respect and all of this is getting very hard to hide since I was quite cold from the start and now I keep having thoughts to text her, see her more often, check her social media. I cant say I dont have options, my smv is quite high.

Im quite aware that this is bad for me, so what should I do? Is ghosting her the only option from keeping myself from entering the beta zone?