I’m slowly detoxing myself from the redpill and I still want a family and kids, but I want to have children during my late 20s, preferably, 26-28. Since it’s hard to find someone, I really want to a find a guy, who’ll geniunely wait till marriage for me and is a good guy. I mean, I’m trying to get this current guy I like, but he’s got personal problems he needs to solve before we meet and I do like him :/ I just don’t know what I’ll do, I want a man who I can travel with, explore, do fun things, cuddle and watch films. I’m still a virgin, so I want to be careful and don’t want a guy, who’s predatory about it, like a lot of redpill men are. It’s hard, this is my only problem, is I want a family and kids, but I want to love and be loved.. it’s hard to find someone, who just looks at me as sex and that’s all. Sigh… hope at 30, I won’t be a cat lady lol