So, I’m currently talking to this redpill guy, I don’t even know if I am interested in him. I really like this other guy I’m speaking too and he mentioned us meeting, but then he’s disappeared. I like him a lot… like so much… this man is a real man to me, he understands everything about me and I understand everything about him. I really want a good man. So this guy, who’s ‘former redpill’, he’s moving way too quickly. Making it seem me and him are together, and he’s already making boundaries like me going on holiday with a woman. Saying us together a lot.. it makes me uncomfortable, as we are just talking online and he’s coming this weekend. God, save me.. I’m worried about his ideas of a relationship, he constantly makes references to ‘hahahaha woman’ and ‘you’re a woman’, I don’t like that in a man at all. He’s acting like an edgy teenager, who’s not left his phase.. he and I would be terrible, based on him not acknowledging the more jokey things I say… I’ve never seen that in a guy. I don’t want a transactional relationship.. and when he said female pleasure mattered less.. I can’t do that. And he said he’d pleasure the woman, but she’d have to do things in return, which is no problem for me. But his ideas of molding my virginity.. I don’t like twisted thoughts like that. Him saying him and his friend can mold a virgin, as it means they like the same things as him.. god.. I’m a virgin, but I’ve done everything tbh apart from my holes… which I’ve not told him about. I feel as though, it’s non of his business. And he’s the type of guy to expect that for free and think I’m tainted.. I don’t like it at all. I really want that other guy, he geniunely had respect for me.. I want him, but idk if I’m looking at this current guy the wrong way. Current guy claims he’s former redpill yet he says things about women being boring and us being these creatures.. and saying men who want daughters are weird, wanting me not to go on holiday because women together is a terrible idea?! Even though I wouldn’t go to a club.. smh.