How did you find out about the Blackpill?

How did you find out about the blackpill and how did you react to it? What are your thoughts on the blackpill?

I found out about the Blackpill through a redpill channel, the dude interviewed the dude who pretty much introduced the internet to the Blackpill, Toby Reynolds (Eggman/ Egg white.) Then I looked up Eggman and found his blackpill video. At first the bluepilled in me kicked out, "oh this sad man, he doesn't believe in himself." But I couldn't turn off the video, there was something so cathartic about his video. I legitimately believe that Blackpill video should be saved for historical purposes, meant to be shown to future generations.

Then I got recommendations for TFL videos from Oreo man, Kent, Baraka. And these videos were so cathartic and funny to me. I was somewhat going crazy listening to them but I was also really enjoying the videos.

Now the blackpill has been adopted and sold by these dudes who react to videos, rate dudes, and point out studies. There's a place for that but I miss the old personal blackpill videos.