I weighed 155 lb before ramzan, after a month of my diet getting fcked up and completely turned on its head, i cant stop eating just whenever now. Before i would only eat a 2 bowls of cereal and 2 granola bars a day and that was it. It was my perfect leanmaxxing diet. I was headed to 150. Then after a month of starving myself until like 7:30 PM-8:00PM then finally breaking my fast and pigging out, i cant fking stop now. It took a whole year of cardio 5x a week and mental strength for me to cultivate that diet and mindset, and it all went to waste in a month. Now, IM AT 170 LB!!!!!!!! Now its going to take another year for me to cultivate this mindset again, so basically a year of work down the drain. I dont even know now, am i going to hell if i dont fast ever again? I dont feel like burning weight all the way down to 150 every year, then eating my way back up to 170 cause i cant control myself, all to just do it again and again ever single year. I am seriously considering never fasting again.

thoughts?