Sometimes it feels like a mute teen girl might be the best option for an autistic man like me who have no verbal communication skills. People like us are not good at speaking. A relationship that save us from the stress of speaking might prevent us from experiencing the difficulties we have with neurotypical women who are able to speak. Of course, I am not talking about a complete uncommunication. There are many ways to communicate other than speaking and I am ready to learn. I know we can also communicate in other ways with a woman who is able to speak, but to be realistic speaking will always dominate. The only way to achieve a non verbal communication is to be with a mute girl . Also body language has always seemed to me more warm and sincere than speak out words, moving your body feels much more alive and passionate. When I was a teenager I had selective mutism and there was a special class for mute students in our school. I always felt closer to them. I even had a mute crush but never meet her which is one of my biggest regrets. I was 15 at that time and she was a few years younger than me. Unfortunately, I couldn't see her again after that year but she always stayed at that age in my mind and she keep accompanies my dreams every night.