Hello, this December I just broke up with my "LTR" (it was 8 months overall, my first love - her first love, first relationship, oneitis, all that bullshit, both 19 so pretty young) because she cheated on me and lied about it, I am doing really fine now.

Anyways, this weekend I met this girl and she is really pretty and we hooked up, I didn't even have to put any effort in it, for some reason it went so smoothly (maybe because I've read topics on TRP the last few weeks and did that).

I don't want a relationship with her because she really isn't my type based on her character etc. For some reason I feel bad now because all my life I never wanted to hook up with women "for no reason", yes it is goddamn fun and it feels fucking good, but my main goal was always to end up in a relationship. I just don't see the point in hooking up with as many girls as possible if there is no outcome, which is a LTR in my eyes. I know I am really young but I just like to be in a relationship I guess. I feel like I am in a dilemma, I see her this Friday and I know we are going to hook up... but deep down I don't even know if I really want that, fuck!

Do I have to change my mindset? For some reason I feel bad now that I did this because in my eyes I only use her for pleasuring myself... or is it because I am still not completely over my breakup?

Thanks for the help.