It's sad when someone you care about disappoints you. But it's giving me understanding. RedPill stuff is just a cope for when ego clashes against reality.

My dad failed as a husband and as a dad, but instead of introspecting on that, his cheating and his bullshit and his anger issues pushed everyone in his life away so now he's alone and no matter how much he brags about the parties he goes to this aging middle aged man that will die alone.

And it's depressing that my dad is already thinking my engagement will fail because he fucked up all men must because he can't cope with the fact he was the problem.