Like I was just thinking over my life rn while smoking a little, and I started to realize that i don't really get upset or emotion about things like I used too a few years ago, not in a positive excited kinda way nor a really hurt, or sad or bothered kinda way. Just like nothing really sways me emotionally. But I'm thinking it's not depression, bc I'm not like sad all the time or anything , just kinda go through life, the motions of things in my day to day. Is this what depression is?