Hey guys, I've been dealing with self-esteem issues, anxiety, feelings of inferiority, meaninglessness, and hopelessness that's been accumulating for the past 7 months. I don't really know how to talk to people without getting in my head and have a hard time talking to new people and keeping relationships. However, I've been able to flirt with girls effortlessly at times, but this is only when I force myself to be fun and flirty, and I never really feel a connection with the girls I flirt with as I don't feel like I can be myself and be flirty at the same time. I even hooked up with a girl 2 weeks ago and it went well, as we did it a couple of times, but I just wasn't into it for some reason. I've lost my libido and don't really have an urge to talk to women or to fuck them anymore. It doesn't make sense because even with other guys I'm pretty antisocial. I always try to live up to this image of being a typical alpha male, who is flirty and confident, but on the inside, I don't feel that way, I feel like a pussy who never gets respected. I've been going to the gym and my body does look nice, but I don't ever feel dominant or attractive. I honestly don't know where all of this spans from and have been thinking of taking meds to help me sort my thoughts out.