Finally hooked up with this girl i always liked. We'v known each other for several months, she knew i liked her.

She's a sweet, soft spoken, sincere and considerate girl. All of her friends told me she likes to take it very slow in general.

Tried to set up next dates after our first weekend together where we had sex.

Friday she was knackered and i didnt wanna go out; my dumb ass rang at her door to just say hi (she lives next to the bar where we usually hang out). She smiled and we hugged but didnt wanna kiss. i dont think she disliked it too much, said we should meet Sunday. Yet i think it was a fuckup but im usually pessimistic. We kept messaging casually. Sunday evenening she told me she couldnt make, i believed her to be genuine, she even expressly told me she's not messing around with me and she wanna definately do it soon. Her coworker assured me sundays are tricky coz she has to prepare work for the next day.

Today i followed the advice of a girl, and i'v always been adamant to never take dating advice from girls, but i had few glasses and i wanted to somehow push the texting a lil bit further.

I sent her this: Hey, i know you wanna take it slow. Still: i want you.

Read, not answered.

Im boned arent i?

I'm not gonna text her until she text me first. If it doesnt happen I'm gonna try my last chance friday if she's wanna go out. Is that a mistake?