Ok I was raised by abusive women who used feminism as an excuse to abuse me and while I have overcome what they put in my head mostly, I'm still left with a little bit of guilt that won't go and I find it hard to study and learn, pick up for example,without their voices coming into my head, so I'm asking if anyone can give me any advice on overcoming this, thank you p.s. I posted this in other reddits just to clarify.