I'm having no trouble now making myself go out to the bar, or clubs but.. I can't get myself to open and hold an actual conversation other than some dumb line to get a small laugh and cheese my ego a tad, then I either fall on my feet and the convo dies or I just walk away. I just.. Don't actually want to talk to people. I can when I'm tipsy-drunk but.. Night game sober just isn't happening, How do I have fun without needing alcohol