Since my parents associate “alpha males” with “meanness/being a douchebag” and just told me “I don’t have a mean bone in my body,” I’ve realized exactly where I stand with them. I’m that good little beta boy that they love as long as he obeys everything they say, but will never respect.

Meanwhile, my parents treat my little brother and cousin, who are “mean” and “stubborn”, with much more respect.

And everybody knows in today’s world, the “mean” guys according to my parents get everything while the good boys get everything taken from them and then some. Now I know part of the reason why my parents treat me the way they do.

I know how to develop this “meanness,” but how do I gain respect as a man from my parents, and deal with the resistance I will face along the way (while they do have good intentions, they’re completely plugged into the blue pill matrix & there’s no hope of saving them).