On the few approaches Ive tried, and in formal/work related conversations with women they always make it abundantly clear that they dont want me to talk to them, they never hold eye contact, they only say enough as it takes to end the conversation and go somewhere else. I tried the clubs and interest societies at college, thinking our shared interests would give us something to talk about, but its honestly the same, we can have everything in common and talk about something we both have an interest in, but the moment any other man or any opportunity to leave the interaction opens up shes gone. Usually never to speak to me again.

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Its like im not even allowed to play the game, its just over from the start, I can tell its not what im saying because I see people walk into interactions with women and say stuff thats so fucking eye wateringly retarded I cant even understand how anyone would tolerate them being around, but they seem to have no problem with making people like them.

I think at work/college/school I was always the 'creepy guy' because I had literally no friends or social interactions with anyone with instantly discounted me from any girl liking me, it just seems to follow me everywhere and I have no idea how to get this aura way or even to find out what exactly it is