So ever since I've been reading up on PU material and what not, I have definitely noticed a change in girls towards me and confidence boost yadayadayada. But now that I have the option with girls, I have to turn some down. Before learning this stuff, I thought being a person with options would be great and be a huge confidence boost. (which I guess it is still) But now that i actually have to do it, I still feel pretty shitty, because I've been on the other side of the fence and I don't enjoy giving that feeling to others.

Not really sure what point I'm trying to make here. Just know that when you get into this community, things start to change. You're gonna have girls fall for you like you used to fall for them, and you're gonna have to turn some down, just don't be a dick about it.

Sidenote: Every time this happens, I notice a large flux of girls eye-fucking me as we walk past each other. It's like they know...