I'm a average good looking guy, I would say at least a 7. Whenever I look around and see way more attractive males I feel completely lost, like there's nothing I can do to outrank them. I always feel the competition to get girls and I think they will crush me due to better genetics. I don't know whether it's my wrong thinking, but if I'm beside an 8, I feel angry, anxious etc when we talk to a girl. Also I was in a LTR, now over, one of my friend come to talk to me (he's a 9) and my girl said: "He's a very looking boy, definitely". My emotional response was like a giant hammer has fallen over me. I'm my head, if an 8 shows up to my girl, she would be attracted regardless of my SMV. Even if I would be very high in SMV I think my girl or any girl would prefer him instead of me. Would you feel this way too or maybe you can point out where I'm wrong? It's seems and uphill battle with no chance to win