Been lurking around here for quite some time now. I'm a pretty good looking guy, well over average. I also have pretty good success in my professional life and most people like me from the get-go. Everything should be perfectly fine..

Deep inside I feel like shit though. I have so many insecurities about myself that it pulls me down all the time. I don't have the confidence just being myself and always end up either shifting "roles" or just being really silent and not saying a single god damn thing. I feel that I really need to work on my confidence and self-esteem before I begin doing this PUA stuff for real.

So is there any good books/ebooks, articles, websites etc. that would guide me and help me with this? Maybe something that helped some of you that were in this same situation?

Thanks.