Going to try to keep this one short, but:

18 years of no luck, learned game and how women work, had some fun, felt good, grew bitter and somewhat annoyed.

Essentially, I imagined being nice to girls (dad said always treat them like queens etc), was a great thing to do regardless. Unlike many I did not equate 'hold door open, be her tissue = sex', but rather friendship --> girlfriend, so this came crashing down upon me 2 years ago, but I was relieved as I finally understood what was necessary.

Anyway, after 2 years of doing this (relationships, One nighters, the likes), I've come to grow contempt for women, which confuses the hell out of me. I used to revere them when I could not get them, and now have a sort of ill hatred towards them now that I can.

I know this will pass considering I'm not even 21 years old, but my reasons for this are as such:

-Women are weak, straight up I find them incredibly weak and beta, but the worst part is, a male beta understands (usually) that he is, and seeks to improve, whereas women remain weak because they feel that they can, and it's not fair in the slightest.

Why are they weak? They make little to no effort and love the power that comes with game, they love that we introduce ourselves to them, that they get to say yes/no from the start, yes/no to a date, to a kiss etc. They hate when they see a guy they've liked for months hookup with another girl, even when this guy would have probably given them a chance if they didn't expect him to be psychic.

Girls do not understand what they want.

So many times do I see these girls with guy friends, guys so much nicer to her than I'm being, go home alone while I get her number or make out with her, guys I used to be. What is wrong with these guys? Being nice to a girl should not be looked down upon, and I've seen naturally nice guys, not betafags, suffer the same fate as well. Girls always say they want a nice guy, and it's just a lie that nobody with common sense believes anymore.

I led on my female friend for 2 months, never making a move and just driving her insane until she finally told me she 'loved' me and all of this crap, and I told her that I knew. She was baffled, how could I know and NOT make a move? it was unheard of! So I told her, you need to stop looking for shit to fall in your lap and make a move when you want to, otherwise you would not have wasted 2 months of emotions on me.

Yes I lost her as a friend but hopefully she learned from it, I fucking had to.