So basically, today I've been sitting and thinking about some serious missed opportunities from high school, work and even these previous couple of years here in college.

Counting up 30+ women that have been so obviously attracted to me that I've either avoided or rejected because of a low self-esteem, nervousness about it or genuine disinterest. When I say obvious I mean, they either actually asked me on a date, kept trying to get close and talk to me more, touch me seductively or even grab my dick.

But, what I'm realizing is that the reason they were ever attracted to me is that even though I was quiet, I was confident in my quietness and when I did speak I was being myself and usually pretty funny.

When I am trying I don't do well though because I'm nervous and worried about outcome, I had low self-esteem all those times when I was touched or asked out or had my # asked for because I was worried that maybe it was too good to be true instead of just being confident and responding to their advances.

Basically what I'm trying to say with all this rambling is what's been said here a million times before. Don't be a try hard just be comfortable in your own skin. Be aware of what's going on without being anxious. Maybe this post will help you maybe it won't, but it feels good to get this little realization out.