Life has just felt so hopeless lately. I've been trying to get women for the past few years and I've always failed making me a virgin still. I have shitty acne that won't go away. I'm not doing good in school even though I study more than everyone else. I've been lifting, boxing, reading for years and it hasn't amounted to anything. I'm starting to feel suicidial as no matter how much work I put in I still suck.