Background: I'm 17 years old and been following seddit for a couple of months, it's improved me a lot and I even got my first # close not long ago FR.

Problem: in the summer, before I used reddit and knew seddit, I realised on holiday that I liked this girl (let's call her G) in my friendship group back in England. After getting back from holiday I had a plan to just tell her I liked her as we always got on well and always had sexual tension. So first time I get a chance to meet up with the group G starts acting weird and not really talking to me and then she announces to everyone that she has a boyfriend now.

Now I logically told myself to forgot her and move on, but every since I first realised I liked her I have thought about her basically every day. This along with the monotony of my life and school almost drove me to depression last week.

We recently all met again and although she still has the bf I still tried to game her for some reason. When left alone with her for a few minutes she was making a pattern with these things and I kept playfully messing up the pattern and making jokes and escalating kino. It could of escalated to a K close as there was tons of sexual tension and we were really close if someone hadn't walked in. When they walked in she hamstered and just threw the pattern on the floor and jumped back.

Help me seddit, how do I stop my oneitis with this girl I am attracted to and can't stop thinking about. I just want to forget my attraction to her and get back to normal.