Back story: my ex who broke my heart and dumped me contacted me a year later. Instead of feeling all giddy and euphoric I just appreciated her beauty and parts of her personality but instead of being overwhelmed I was just slightly putt off by high maintenance she is.

I‘ve taken the pill but was wondering if I‘ll ever get that state of exctasy when falling in love again if in the back of my mind i‘m positive that I could replace her if I needed to.