I am stuck in this catch 22 where I have the balls to approach, but I am scared of escalating with hot women because of lack of sexual experience. I am decent looking, confident, socially aware, and have no trouble approaching. However, I am a bit insecure when it comes to getting the clothes off and having sex with a gorgeous/hot women. I feel like my lack of experience or physique will be a turn off and not "perfect". I do not watch porn often, but I feel that the lack of sexual experience + jerking off to a hot girl getting done by a fit guy who can go on for minutes has really skewed my perspective of sex. I am not sure what exactly to do to change it and motivate myself to take the dive and learn from failure. Or success.

I have been reading and practicing on and off for a few months now, but this has been my only stopping point. I know I can pull it off with a few drinks, but I don't want to use it as a crutch for ever. To be honest, I love what I have achieved so far - unconfident to personable - and I owe it to this community. Getting over this hurdle will my next big achievement.

P.S. I am posting this so I can come back and read this along with your comments, and be convinced that I have a hurdle to cross.