Hey, I was with a girl for 3 years (all through high school) and we ended up breaking up a few months ago. Things got a little rocky towards the end and she fucked around with some other guys. Nasty breakup. I started working out and got onto seddit but i still loved her. She started talking and flirting with me this week and told me she messed up and she made a big mistake by leaving me. She admitted she was messing around with other guys but she just wanted to try something different and no one was as good as me and she will do anything to get me back. I still love her but I hate her at the same time and I dont think I can love/trust her in a relationship again. Im more depressed now than when we first broke up and Its effecting my whole life. Talking to other girls feels bland and I cant stop thinking about this. What can I do to get over this?? I wish she never talked to me a second time.