So I I'm three years into college and this girl that I was on and off friends with who I had a major crush on has been expressing interest in me. On New Years we drunkenly made out and she was awkward about it the next day so I tried not to think much of it. Things seemed touch and go until last night I invited her out to the bars and kino'd real damn hard and it worked (I'm a super n00b so I was astonished). Anyway I convince her to go back to my friends empty house and we keep making out with her on top off me while my arms pretty much only rub her back. We only had like 15 minutes alone before our friends came back but I still should have escalated. I'm a late bloomer and female intimacy is new and terrifying for me because I never expressed myself sexually before. How do I get past the awkwardness of initiating sexual contact past kissing? It's killing me! TLDR: Need to get past awkwardness of escalating to sex.