tl;dr LTR throws a huge bitch fit. I am completely unaffected by it, I pass every single shit test she had, and it leads from her hating me, absolutely loathing me and crying about me, to her having my dick completely down her through

So here's the story.

This girl and I have been 'dating' for a while. 'dating' because we're not officially girlfriend/boyfriend, but we are close friends, and great fuck buddies.

The day started out like a normal day, I was working, she was at work. I finish up around the time she does, so I hit her up around 5pm, 'Yo wanna hang out?' 'No, i'm going to my brothers birthday, i'll be back tonight though'.

So a couple hours pass and I hit her up again.

me: "Hey, when are you getting back?"

her: "20 minutes"

me: "You're getting back in 20, or you're leaving in 20? I want to smoke a blunt, and i'll wait for you if it's soon."

her: "Fine, go smoke by yourself, i'm over it.. talk to you tomorrow"

I don't respond. Ten minutes later she texts "Fuck you too then :)". I continue to not respond. Twenty minutes later her: "I've been having a very hard day, and i'm taking my anger out on you. Sorry."

I continue to not respond for about an hour, because i've been chilling with my buddies, and i'm letting her cool off.

So it's 10:30 and I call her. She doesn't pick up. She calls me back 10 minutes later, but my phone glitches and cuts the ringer off two seconds in. I call her back. She doesn't answer. She calls AGAIN, and the same thing happens.. the call cuts off. This entire process took 20 minutes, and i'm kind of over it now.

So I text her "I wanted to hang out 20 minutes ago, but it's a little too late now and i'm over it." her: "I was sleeping... you wake me up in the middle of the night to tell me you're over hanging out?"

This is when she goes full bitch more. I guess I woke her from her comfortable little nap.

She sends a couple ranting rage texts "you don't care for me" "you like fucking with me on purpose"

her: "We need to talk. I'm driving to your house"

me: "If you want to talk meet me at (this place)"

her: "I'll be waiting by your house"

Fuck this shit. I am NOT rewarding her doing that crazy shit.. going to my house.

So I text her back "k bye" and I proceed to walk out of my car and start talking with a buddy who works at a gas station. I'm smoking a cig... chilling with my friend. On the outside.. i'm friendly, funny, talkative with my bud, but on the inside i'm planning for the next hour. I'm planning for my LTR to get over waiting, and to come find me at this place. I'm planning to tame her, i'm planning to completely shut off her bitch mode, and i'm planning to fuck this bad little girl.

So 10 minutes later of chilling with my bud, we here this car coming down the street. VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM. We both look over.. oh shit it's her. I smile... all according to plan. She parks sideways kind of next to us, opens her door and half walks half sprints to us. "FUCK YOU ASSHOLE." I smile. I give a "huh... bitches" look to my budd. He almost laughs because he knows this chick.

She has eye liner all over her cheeks. me: "Have you been crying" her: "No". My buddy is like "You look like you've been crying...". Then i'm like "yeah she has, I made her cry".

Anyways, my buddy obviously knows my girl is throwing a bitch fit. I don't tell him anything, but I basically let him know that I need to head out and deal with this chick, he understands so he walks back to work and me and my LTR walk off to talk.

Before I get into the talk. Let me give you some background. A month or two before this incident, me and her had a fall out with two other friends in our social circle. Nothing really to explain, other then those two 'friends' were causing a ton of unneeded drama, and I completely cut them out of my life. My LTR has asked me how I did that, and I told her "They caused drama, and I don't give a fuck about people that cause drama".

So.. the talk;

"You don't care about me... blah blah.. you only use me for sex... blah blah blah... all I have on my mind is that you don't give a fuck about me! You don't give a fuck about anything. Whenever i'm mad at you.. all I can think about is how you probably aren't even affected.. not giving a fuck"

I tell her "Whoa. Listen. Me not giving a fuck about everything, and me not giving a fuck about pointless bitchy drama are completely different things. For instance, You're a cool friend, I love hanging out with you, kicking back smoking a blunt, and being there for you when you're going through a hard time. But if you decide to go crazy bitch mode on me and cause unnecesary drama, well then I don't give a fuck"

She has trouble finding anything to say. I walk up to her and try to hug her. She pushes me away. This was not a beta move by me. It was planned because I knew what was coming next.

her: "I wish you could just be my friend and comfort me when I need it. I've had such a bad day."

me: "First of all. I just tried comforting you. I tried walking over and hugging you and you pushed me away. You have no right to complain about that. Second, I am not comforting someone that causes drama and sais "Fuck you" to me. I wouldn't do that with a friend, I wouldn't do that with my mother, I wouldn't do that with you. If you disrespect me, you get nothing from me."

She starts to hamster. Going in circles and circles trying to justify her actions, and I point this out. "You keep trying to give reasons for why you said "Fuck you". Why you said you'll "talk to me tomorrow". The reasons don't matter. I'm looking at your actions, which are; You told me to fuck off. You said you'll talk to me later. You were being bitchy, and because of that I was not going to be your pet and comfort you through ALL that."

Now she's saying "I'm just so upset, but I feel like I have no reason to be upset. I don't know!"

A few more minutes pass and I tell her. 'Are you ready to get over this? Because I am, and i'm ready to move on.' "I guess I can move on, forget everything i'm mad at as always, and just pretend everything is fine." She's trying to be a bitch again. I say "Ok, good." I walk over to my car, turn on some music, get out a blunt, and start smoking. She's acting like a baby. I know she wants to smoke, but she's pretending like she doesn't. I just keep smoking. She eventually folds and asks to smoke.

She gets really close to me. Hugs me and looks up at me with her big eyes and a pouting face. "(name), i'm really sorry for acting like a bitch. I really care about you." "It's fine." I kiss her on the forehead.

A couple minutes pass and I say "When you pulled up and got out of your car and ran to me and my buddy, you looked crazy as fuck. You looked like a women in insane crazy bitch mode. But it was kind of hot seeing you like that. I was like "DAMN" when you ran over to me"

She giggled.

her: "(Name), how can you do that? It's like you handled me PERFECTLY."

her: "You seem unaffected by all of that. You seem like it didn't bother you at all that I just threw that entire fit."

her: "You're so tough. You're such a man. This is why you're my man"

She literally full of these comments. She keeps looking at me in adoration. Like she worships me. Eventually I get her into my car, and she goes on to give me head like it's literally the best thing she's sucked in her life. I fuck her... no, I POUND her just the same. And right before I finish she wraps her entire body around me and whispers into my ear. "I'm so sorry for being such a bad girl. I love you daddy."

Thinking about this reminds me of how I used to deal with these kind of things pre TRP. And they are horrid thoughts.

5 Months ago it would have went the completely opposite directions. I would have folded guys. I would have lost.

I would have apologized for her. I would have tried making her feel better. I would have tried kissing her over and over because I wanted her pussy. I would have been pathetic. I would have disrespected my self. And I would have ended the night with no pussy, telling my girl "I wish I could fuck you" and having her say "i'm so tired."