I grew up thinking I am pretty average guy in terms of looks. I just turned 20 , put my life into perspective and a lot of things let me understand that I am actually ugly, I always knew I had somewhat deformed face but always believed people didn't notice it, guess what, they do :D

And I am fine with being ugly, the only thing that bothers me is that I know I can't really get an attractive girl, I am a student with no money and rock a deformed face, and again , that is fine with me. However I do want a girlfriend but I am simply not attracted to below average looking females. I really try to find something that is cute for me in them however I fail miserably.

Anyone faced similar problem? How did get passed it?