After a year of TRP theory, I started lifting, voulentering, and doing everything to make my life better. I still feel like there's a void that I can't fill

I started playing with women and all but that was just at a certain time that I no longer can use

I had two plates and one girlfriend but I left them all.

I don't want to use women to fill my void, I want to be happy without women

The question is, how?