I've had bad AA for a few weeks now. I guess due to losing confidence after lots of rejections.

I've read even more game stuff and watched loads more vids. I've read like 5 books now.

So I went out last night (don't usually go out on thursdays), and it was kinda bad.

I felt VERY in my head. I was struggling to make conversation even more than usual.

First approach I was at the bar and when I turned around there was a pretty girl next to me. Another girl was next to her but had her back to me. It turned out it ws her twin! I looked at the one nearest to me and smiled:

Me: ''Hi. I'm mark. What's up?''

Her ''Hello''

me: ''Shit, you're twins! How didn't I notice that straight away!?'

Her: ''ha. It's 'cos she's curled her hair''

Me: 'What are your names?'

Her: 'I'm Nicola. She's hailey..''

(at this point it would have been obvious to ask the usual interview questions I guess? Where you going tonight and stuff?)

But I was COMPLETELY in my head, and was almost paralysed, trying to think of how to make the conversation 'fun' like the RSD guys. I just couldn't think. In fact, I cuoldn't even remember how to make a normal boring conversation!!!

After an awkward silence, I carried on with the 'twins' thread and asked them something about if it's fun being a twin I think, but she kind of half ignored me. Kind of just smiled I think.

At this point, I had nothing, and basically just turned me back and carried on talking to my friend.

Then I saw 2 pretty girls on the table behind me.

I walked up again and said

''Hi!I like your tattoos'' I spoke to the tattoo'd girl briefly, although I got the impression that she didn't want to be spoken too much. She didn't seem very receptive.

Then I tried to involve her friend in the convo and she seemed slightly more receptive. However, teh whole time I was struggling to think of things to say. She got her phone out and I asked her whether she was checking her stocks, but she didn't even know what that meant!! Then I teased her about tinder and we spoke about that for a minute or 2.

and shortly after they got up and left to go to the smoking area without really saying 'bye' and I didn't see them again.

Another thing is that there was another girl in the bar who I kind of half know, and she was flirting with me. I would have tried to make a move on her, but it's slightly weird because I see her all the time, I don't want to try to bang her and then have it be awkward when I see her so frequently.

Anyway, after i'd been speaking to the tattoo'd girls, she came over straight away and grabbed my arm and was like

''Soooooo.....Have you pulled?!! I saw you trying to pull them girls!''

Now, this was kind of a shit test?

I've read like 5 'game' books and I know the theory, but in the 'heat of the moment' I always forget EVERYTHING, and instead of amplifying and saying something lke ''Yeah, they're mine now. We're getting married tomorrrow'' I completely failed and was like ''No. I wasn't trying to pull them.'' - The response of someone who has never read anything about game! What's wrong with me, lol!

I'm hoping that i'll get better at just 'talking' and thinking of waht to say and stuff with practice, but then, i'm not sure i will!

The only positive is that I made some approaches which i've not done in a good few weeks since each rejection hurts my confidence and i feel it sets me even further back. Still, I managed to get 'back on the horse' last night