Tonight I dressed up nice and, against all my brains red flags, warning me not to go out and have a good time because I was used to locking myself up and hiding from the world, I went out anyways and said 'fuck it'.

After reading tons of posts on here and deciding I want to go to the next level, I got myself outside. And even though it all seemed too awkward and I was sure it was going to go wrong, I pushed myself to do it anyways!

I ended up scouting a lonely guy standing by himself on the street and approached him and chatted him up and found that he was in a similar position as I was!

I took him to a bar that was empty to get some liquid courage and we split it on a few drinks then went outside and found a busy place. We went in and hit on so many girls!

Even though I got rejected by every single girl, I feel so proud of myself for trying and I am so eager to go out tomorrow and try again!

This has been a literal life changer for me and being rejected has opened my eyes to the possibilities that lie ahead of me. I am not discouraged and I am proud of approaching 20 + girls tonight regardless of the outcome.

We'll see what happens tomorrow!!!