I got into this because of two things. I wholeheartedly believe that this is a journey of self improvement and I'm forever grateful for where I am and the places I will go. I also feel like I've been brainwashed into thinking that beautiful women make me happy. Maybe I need to reread models and not put so much pressure on myself to demand results, to love myself and to be someone I would want to date.
I need advice. I fall for women too easily. I'm caught between the notion that I want one person to love and share my life with. On the other hand, I haven't had enough, I haven't come close to mastering the game and somehow it's important for me to have met, dated and slept with a variety of gorgeous women maybe to validate myself maybe cause I grew up watching Baywatch.
I wanted to take this time to ask what you really do this for. And also, how do know that your intentions are true. Do these things matter to you? Are we all just bypassing our natural states because it feels pleasurable to meet, flirt and seduce people? Is there an end game? Do I need to double down?
I have so many questions...