I'm hardly ever serious. I'm a big goofball, I can make a girl laugh her ass off but wasn't ever enough to get laid. I try and be serious but I feel like I'm coming off as really boring and desperate. I just don't know how to act and escalate in a sexual way. It's just so fucking hard to want to keep trying and feel like shit because I have a shitty personality and anxiety that always gets in my way.