slowly its coming to my mind that fact

im improving on myself every day dont get me wrong but these things take time, time that i really dont have because youth is starting to leave me behind

i wish i could look like hugh jackman 50 something guy ripped as shit, but i really dont know hows that even possible, i really dont have the energy to work that hard because im always tired after work

how you guys manage to give it all at the gym and having also other stuff to do?

i think im facing my own version of the wall.. and if i dont manage to get a 20 something girl for long term i think i will stop trying for good because girls my age they simply look demolished and i dont see myself hanging out with something like that