I just lost my virginity less than 2 months ago (thanks in big part to PUA). In that time I have had tons of sex, with lots of different girls, and a lot of kinky and fun stuff too. I just had my first threesome, and I'm feeling a little weird about it now. I know I'm having sex and getting to try a lot of things but it's not really even half as enjoyable as I thought. My friends all think its super cool and love hearing about my new "milestones" (like the threesome), so I don't really want to tell any of them I'm not enjoying it as much as it seems. I think I want to try a real relationship with one person that I care about, but idk how to start that. Right now I am sleeping mostly with a list of 7ish friends with benefits, and I have the occasional one-night stand too.