I've been improving myself for a while. I started taking it seriously like 3-4 years ago. I've been lifting heavy and improving my appearance for about 5 years (took some breaks due to depression though). I was a huge beta bitch through most of high school, so granted, I had a lot of work to do in the first place. But I've had a bunch of one night stands, and one long FWB... probably had sex like 20 times now.

But I look at myself now (I'll be 22 in 2 weeks), and even in the past couple of years of college, and I see someone that without a doubt should have picked up a girlfriend by this point. Great masculine facial features, really muscular, tall, great conversationalist, intelligent, really witty and funny, and have gotten my game and social dominance to a good level in the past 2 years. Lots of my friends have girlfriends. And ok, I've mostly done cold approach and bar/party game, but I have pursued like 200 women (hard to estimate, but that sounds right). I've gotten like maybe 60-70 numbers and went as far as I could with them.

And I just see all of these tools / lame guys around campus with girlfriends, and even some of my own friends who are beta as fuck with GFs. And I just can't shake the idea that I've been constantly fucked over and not gotten the results that should be expected. And I've experimented and done some wild/embarrassing things. But I have nothing. And all these lucky fucks just fucking walk into an easy relationship or just have it thrown right at their feet.

How do I get over this and stop victimizing myself?