So guys on two occasions, I went to a club made out with girls and feeling them up. Mid-interacion I just wasn't feeling it got bored, felt it was empty and just plain sad. Partly it is my mind telling me "its empty" but also my heart is making me feel dread in this interaction. After finishing with one of these girls the first thought that comes up is "I need a girlfriend". I think I answered my own answer, that I need intimacy. But at the same time I wonder it could just be my own mind rationalizing myself into not getting with a girl. Albeit, when I did go on a date with this girl I felt a burning passion for her. Fantasizing and what not.

I feel like seduction is saying that I should be good with quick sexual interactions but I just feel worse afterwards plain and simple. Any advice with dealing with this feeling? thank you guys.