I started gaming because I never had any real relationship with women until into my mid 20's. I didn't lose my virginity until I was 25. Now I do it because it just really makes me feel like a man. It's such a masculine thing to be able to approach a random sexy girl and then sometimes end up with them under the covers. I know a lot of people do it because of the social skills and people skills you gain, but for me, it was all about chasing women. Women are just so damn interesting and exciting sometimes.

Now, I wonder why I keep doing it. Part of me loves sex with beautiful women, part of me likes the validation you get from it, part of me feels like it's really just a "game" that I should move on from. That I should be able to walk down a street, see thousands of beautiful women, and not approach. And just know in my mind that I could if I wanted to, and that there is a chance I might have some success with a couple of them. But just leave it at that. That I should just get a girlfriend and be happy with that. I also know that the women whom I have slept with, while they are attractive, I have lost my attraction to them. Once I have "won" them over, their complements about me don't mean much. I rather find a new girl, where the first kiss is more exciting, the first rush of winning her over is more exciting. I don't know if I am gaming for the right reasons now. I don't know if the game is now gaming me.

Why do you game?