So, I'm a bit socially daft. Not in the shy way, but the complete opposite- I am extremely direct and not afraid to say anything to anyone at any time, regardless of BAC (this has ended very well and very badly). I'm currently in the 'pain period' as described in Models and I'm not really even concerned with women but every day I am sober and sticking to diet and exercise the more I want them and all that comes with becoming healthy.

I am 6'1 and 225lb at the moment (working toward 160 - 180 before I start "bulking") so I'm still quite portly and not used to attention from anyone. I dress neatly and take care of myself. I've got posture and body language down but think I'm still just too big.

Today I went to court and there was a woman with her boyfriend (I assume) and I kept catching her looking at me. She was in front of me in line and there was a mirror and every time I would look at her we would make eye contact for 2 seconds and she would break off right away. I kept seeing her about before we left and she kept making this terribly awkward (for me) eye contact and I had no idea what to make of it. Did she want to sit on my face or was there some shit on my face?

I am not really great at this so I apologize if this has been asked 7850000000 times.