Hello TRP.

Here's my situation:

I went off to my first year of college last year. All was well until I hit a serious depression phase second semester. I was in the gutter up until I discovered TRP. At this point I decided to stop fucking around. Got a therapist, started new hobbies etc.

However due to my failure second semester... I will be living with my parents. Both of them hate me with a passion. My step dad walked in and basically told me that unless I suck everyone's dick in the family - he's going to just kick me out.

His rants involve him running into the room, screaming, then leaving before I even respond. It's beta as fuck but this guy is HUGEEE. and he has a deep as hell voice and owns the house.

(His rant stemmed from a polite conversation between myself and my mom where we both agreed to be more respectful to EACHOTHER.)

WRONG. evidently I can (and will) get shit on, and I still need to suck dick (or else I'm kicked out). My increasing TRP nature is preventing me from being a beta bitch.

I wouldn't have a problem moving out, however I live in one of the wealthiest parts of the country. No place within 20 miles costs less than 700 a month. (And that's the low end).

Honestly I'm just seriously stuck in a rut and could use all the advice I can get.