When I'm with my bros I'm care free. We (6) eat lunch together and I'm fuck free. But when I'm not with them, I'm not fuck free. When I'm in a class that my bros aren't in, I give so many fucks.

My confidence is sky high as fuck when I'm out with the bros on the weekends. It's not sky high at lunch though, even worse, its roots low at school.

My social skills are terrible when my confidence isn't sky high. So I'm like some anti-social fuck that plays video games every second he's not at school. But when I'm out with bros on the weekends, gaming is easy.

What can I do to change this?