A little back story. Picked up red pill after breaking up with my ex, I cheated on her with a crossdresser (a bj) and she dumped me for another guy. (I didn't treat her as well as I should have. I confessed. I'm straight, regretted the incident ever since) We started out as fuck buddies inititally and fell for each other.

I picked up red pill and slowly started to forget her, worked out regularly, constantly reading redpill.

I don't know what happened, but I've been on a downslide, I seldom work out now, wanking everyday. This is weird as I've been getting recognition for putting out good work. I'm not sure if this is the reason why, but I'm starting to miss her recently.

Can anybody wake me up? What are your views of getting back with your ex anyways? She's probably still together with the other guy, though I didn't check on her. I'm just curious, is it possible for a someone who swallowed the pill to get back with an ex?

Another thing that is bothering me is the lack of sex I've been getting because I chose to concentrate on work. Is this right? I deleted all online dating apps, and haven't gotten sex for the past few months. I only approached one girl out of the past few months and that didn't go well as well.

Sorry if my english isn't that good, it isn't my first language

Btw I don't lift, is calisthenics good enough?