For months I have been eyeing this girl, always anxious around her, like a idiot, spineless coward

I had by the will of God and luck, a moment when I met her, intruduced myeself, All casual, damn she is exact opposite of me

Anyway, I missed my golden window to ask her out, next day again I see her, I talk, I fail to ask her out, the day after that aswell

Then week passed I didnt see her, I said that is it, I am asking her out, but I cheated, I used a gimmick popular in my country - if you meet a girl 2 times in a row, you can say - next time coffie?

I did that, she kinda didnt let me finish my sentence, or was stumped looking at my clothes and said loudly like she was laughing "you are in civilian clothes, damn girll"

I mean wtf. I usually wear office clothes, but that is irellevant, she ignored me oor disrrspected me, now I am on copium this still can be salvage d, tommorow is my last chance and I will ask her out, i need at least rejection to motivate myself for gym

Thoughts?