Only married for 2 years before I initiated the divorce. Now 6 months later the feeling of regret. We still talk from time to time live in 2 different states. The relationship was rocky to begin with, with some bright spots. I keep reminiscing of the good times when I hear her voice and she says she wants to work it out. No infidelity just never got along. Tried marriage consoling almost a year and nothing got better. I’m conflicted cause I play along when we talk like I can’t help myself but I never go see her cause that gut feeling of this isn’t right. I care about her deeply and she’s good at playing the victim and sucking me back in. Just going through a tough time. Also might add as soon as she left she hooked up with someone multiple times as soon as she walked out the door so that might be what I needed to stop me from seeing her cause I’m disgusted. I just know when we were together I shut down after awhile and became a shell. Never want to feel that again. Thanks for the rant