Hey i'm currently not in this sub, i have been years ago, especially cause i've been victim of MGM & SA, but then i was attacked by some people here & i left.

I've been wondering how this sub has evolved & i thought i tell you about one of my last comments i made & what you think of it.

There was a post that stated this:

„Young US men are joining Russian churches promising 'absurd levels of manliness'“

And a comment that said this:

„can straight men explain to me why their masculinity is so easily threatened?

Why do you feel like your manhood is under attack?”

I commented this:

„All of these men were once children that probably were victims of indoctrination.

I remember when i was a boy and wanted to grow out my hair, people called me a girl (in a negative tone) & said that men dont have long hair, same about clothing, toys & other things like makeup etc.

Even like my behavior, dont sit so girly or gay, act like a man be like a man.

Even with diet, i hated eating meat since i was little, especially red meat, but people, even some family members constantly schooled "you have to eat meat to become a strong man" and i was like "why do i have to become big and strong?" Even as a vegan i can become strong but why should i want to become big and strong?

After years of indoctrination, i cave in, i cut my hair short, started lifting heavy weights for my upper body for no reason, developed mental issues, i tried to become as a big as people wanted me to be, forcefully ate a ton of animal based products, developed gastric issues and i constantly felt pressure to become a stoic big strong man that doesnt show any signs of "femininity"

Underneath i started developing hate for girls/women in western countries, because i was jealous, i just didnt realise it back then that my hate came from "jealousy"

I was jealous that a woman can be strong or "weak", can wear pants, suit or dress. Can be interested in "men stuff" like cars but also other "women stuff" too. Instead of braking free from the stereotypical role of a man, i became more and more incel like.

Till one day i looked in the mirror, and i felt like someone else, it felt wrong.

First i thought maybe i'm transgender, maybe i'm a woman, but i didnt feel any dysphoria & then it clicked.

I am not a woman, i am a man, but a man that isnt what most of society things a man should be.

So i quit my excessive animal based diet, started a plantbased diet, became healthier, lighter in a good way. Threw away alot of my clothing that i never liked to begin with, grew my hair, broke contact with people that forced me to stay a "stereotypical man" and started to feel like who i really was, i feel now connected to the child i was, before stereotypes were forced up on me.

My jealousy for womens "freedoms" in western world started to disapear, i realized that i have to team up with women & talk to men about fighting for a better future.

Woman could not wear pants in the past, women had to fight to break out of these stereotypical roles.

And men have to do the same.

But alot of influencers are targeting boys, for fame/money, and it takes many years for these men to realize that they've been indoctrinated. Some of them never break free, some become violent towards others or suicidal.

Its just sad.”