Hi guys, I need to get this off my chest. I guess I know the answer already but your inputs will help. I am a 32 year old 6 feet tall lanky indian. I weigh 149 pounds. Skinny, right? But behaviour wise I have always been an alpha. I have a baritone and a powerful body language.

I am from Mumbai, India the biggest metropolitan town in India. I was working as an hr manager in a private firm in Mumbai. There was also a 36 year old woman who was an AGM in HR department - two grades above mine. I resigned from that company in July and was serving my notice period. During this period, we went on 3 to 4 dates and we kissed. On the first date she said that she had a bf that was now an ex. Then I joined another company in Pune a city 175 kms away from Mumbai.

We texted back and forth and she used to eat up my cocky funny humour. On one weekend I went back to Mumbai, we met kissed and made out. She kept on insisting that I give her flowers. I did not. After her constant insistence, I couriered her flowers after a week. We texted till a week after she received the bouquet but her interest level had dropped.

So on a Thursday, I what-sapped her that we should watch the Martians on the coming Saturday. She was online on Whats-app throughout the day but didn't reply. A day later she replied sorry I already have plans. She did not suggest an alternative date or venue. I didn't reply to that. I changed my WhatsApp pic. This pic had me sitting with two very attractive girls. I presumed on seeing this she would get nervous and contact me. But she didn't. After 5 days of this I panicked, because she was online all the time but not initiating any contact. I whatsapped her' I miss you. Gimme a kiss' till a couple of weeks earlier, she used to reply enthusiastically to such texts. This time she saw the texts but did not reply.

I absolutely lost my mind, and like a fucking omega rang her number yesterday. We normally never call each other, just text or meet up. As expected, she did not pick up my call but replied ' will call you later'.

I also got to know from my ex colleagues that she had a big fight with her ex bf on phone recently. I am wondering if the have got back together and he is fucking her.

I knew heartiste's commandments and TRP quite well but behaved like a fucking loser to get closure.

Advices, people? Is she ever going to get back to me? Is she fucking her ex bf? My ego has been trapped because I behaved in a very desperate manner, something that is just the opposite of the behaviour I displayed when we started out. Thoughts and advices please. I would not mind if you ripped ny game or lack of it to shreds