Regarding me , well I am able to approach, talk and flirt to women and it's not that hard but the amount of self doubt that takes over me is so insane that it drives me crazy whenever I go outside i feel so drained for absolutely no reason , no reason whatsoever like I'll be thinking like a schizo is someone watching me doing this , like take for example I was sweating right and I started to scratch my head a bit ? I had a thought is somebody watching me ? They might think I am a dirty person like man what it doesn't make sense and then even whoever I am thinking might think this I start looking in their direction, like one part of me is absolutely grinding against me not doing it and other part making me do it so I literally run out of energy , alsmot instantly it's so painful , and whenever I try to take action whenever I feel the voice in my head , I am able to accomplish whatever I want but i feel drained afterwards . It's like I am constantly judging myself , and i am never happy with myself wth for what do . I don't know I just don't want myself to feel and act like a schizo who thinks people are watching him