…it kinda pisses me off the wrong way.

There was something behind keeping all that in hidden folder and having a peak once in a while. It was a great self-validation thinking yeah, I got this in me to get multiple women in my bed and also in few instances going to woman’s bed.

But, not sure what happened, I was a few beers down from the bar, I just decided to wipe clean the entire hidden folder completely. Then, also from “recently deleted” folder.

It was all gone.

For a few days, it felt good but than chain of regret hit bad.

I wish I would have just kept it. It was good. Why the hell did I delete all the things. Especially, life has been very dry recently.

Has any of you done this kind of thing? The after effects were positive or negative for you?

Honestly, I just need some rational behind what I have done is right. When I have done it, it was very blurry and impulsive decision. Also, the stuff was consensual.