My lust towar

Me a 20 year old male my hg is 23 years old and I have this lust for her and wanting to fuck her so bad we both from Saudi Arabia but in different cites and the male and female relations are a big no no but u know u can talk to girls from time to time and I got a lot of female friends and tbh none of them I wanna fuck just her and it’s so bad that whenever I vc with her or play video games with her I just think about her in that way and I need ur help